So, I'm reading through 's journal. I haven't cried for that long in forever.
Holidays for me are kinda bittersweet. In my family, Christmas was the only time everyone got a long no matter what. My dad instilled that in my head and it's forever stuck there.
My mom and I are both depressed out of our heads and my brother has been being so protective over me its kinda strange. Like we'll be hanging out at the store and if someone says something about me, he snaps. Seriously. We got kicked out of Wal-Mart cuz he was gonna kick this guys ass that was a senoir. My brothers in 8th grade...
Anyways. I've recently been taken off of all my medications. Which isnt so bad. I miss all my friends though. I stil hate richmond. It'll be a year next month.
I turn 16 then too. And I'm honestly not looking forward to it. I still remember crystal clear last year when I moved...how Lorelei and I cried right in fron of everyone in school...It damn near killed me...
*sigh* ok...I'm done I guess